Message to AB

My apologies to Streetsweep for stealing her format, but I need to do this now.

You know who you are, AB. You are the person that I gave my all to for almost two years. You are the person that kept me from my relationship of seven years. You are the person who committed a felony to buy your kid a cell phone. You are the person who is the most worthless, conniving, lying, piece of shit that has ever walked the face of this earth.

You send emails speaking your lies. You know how I know you are lying? Either your lips are moving or you are typing. You talk about the things that I have said, when I know full well, that I have not said them.

Just remember, I was the one who walked away from you this time and it was YOU who begged me to come back into your life. You know, my life may be lonely, but it's ALL mine now. When you were in it you demanded and demanded and demanded everything I had. I gave you my all and more and you were still left wanting more from me. When I broke free from your power, I looked back at my life with you and discovered that in the time that I hung out with you, I hadn't done anything that I loved to do. I quit listening to music I liked, I quit reading, I quit taking the dog out to the woods. I avoided the people in my life that were good for me, to hang out with you.

After I stopped talking to you the first time, I was ashamed to let people know that I was talking to you again. ASHAMED. I know why now. It's because you finally showed yourself to be the piece of shit that you truly are. For the record, I have not spoken to the person you referred to in your last email to me. I have not made any attempt at contacting her. And I avoid the acquaintance, that you spoke of, like the plague because I don't need the drama that surrounds her and her relationship with you. Funny thing about the truth is that it holds up. Not like all the lies you told everyone in your life. If the right people are talked to, the truth comes out. I know the truth about the rape (I know that it was consensual) and about the bruise on your face (that you had it coming).

Fortunately for you, the only feelings that I have for you are feelings of pity. I feel sorry that you are so miserable that you take everything and everyone in your life and try to bring them all down to your level so you can have everyone as miserable as you are. I was there for a little while. I truly was. But I found my voice and my spine and I walked away from what I knew was wrong.

Stay out of my life AB. Leave me alone and mind your own damn business.